Tuesday, April 17, 2007: rays of sunlight in the gloom (:
MIDSEMS ARE ALMOST HERE! ITS IN A WEEK AND A DAY'S TIME AND I'M FREAKING OUT.
not to mention that they are 3 straight days in a row (next thurs, fri, and SAT! SAT!?!) means i have no time, which means that i am dead and i do not get anything, especially about long run production and short run costs and ledgers and revenue recognition and accrual accounting and how wool production changed in the middle ages and GAH! save me somebody!
i've got a ton of reading to do which i have yet not photocopied and i need the micro tb so badly i can cry. blehblehbleh. ): LEND ME YOURS LENARD! THE LIBRARY'S TEXTBOOKS ARE ONLY AVAILABLE FOR 2 HOURS MAX! how crap is that!
and GAH! i think the micro and FA assignments are coming back next week and i am too afraid to even look at it. ): bleh. i hope i do okay. and i have a FA presentation tmr and a hist presentation & essay due the week after, its so not funny. i hate public speaking so much that i'll do anything to get rid of it. i wish i could bury my head in a hole! oooh. help me help me!
i guess the only good thing i'm looking forward to is jap and all the ocf stuff happening. (: i'm really happy i picked up jap otherwise i would be cramming right now and freaking out even more for the math test that would have been tmr. LUCKY ME (: i love jap! (: ocf is helping me keep things on track. i just realised how dependent i have become on ocf and my group of friends in ocf. (: its weird in a way, how i have learnt to become so reliant on their friendship and they have become so much a part of my life that it would feel odd, i bet, when i eventually leave perth for home. mm. i'm glad God provided me with these friends though (:
oh and econs history is actually quite interesting to learn about. at least the unit that i'm doing is more history based, about how capitalism came about, i guess the only downside is having to write essays and reading a whole lot of books to get a balanced and unbiased idea of what happened then. anyway, we're currently learning about the reformation (yes, capitalism came about partly because of religion, mainly catholic and christianity) and calvinism. i feel partly indignant about the way my lecturer has been treating this topic, and i guess alot of these things are quite subjective to different people. it has raised alot of questions though, especially through the way that my lecturer has put it, as if the christian faith is based on an idea that has been refined and changed over the years to make it more pleasing to the ear.
sometimes i wonder what my other lecture mates are thinking, especially those that are non christian. what would they think about christianity now? but i guess that is not for me to worry about, although i do believe that this concern is placed in my heart by God. God is the one who's timing is perfect (: He's the one that opens their hearts, not me (:
i hope things go okay for the reformation tute. i hope i have the courage to speak up when i have to.
a shout of praise.
7:31 PM
